if only you gave us a chance♥

Sunday, August 31, 2008 { 1:33 AM }

Congrats to CELESTE AND SEBRINA for getting FIRST PLACE! love you girls! You guys were GREAT!
Congrats to beloved lil bro for getting 3rd!! well done. (:
Congrats to Xin Ru! you were brave and you sang well. (: its not all about winning, right? :D jia you! (:

I missed school ytd.. =/ Overslept, actually. Feel so bad la. XD I actually wanted to go to school. :D Heard it was fun. and wanted to collect my report book so bad laa. ): sadded. Got 2 F9. ):

Woohoo! awesome. ((: Went to gym today man. Only ran 1.6km but at least its something, right? :D:D YAY.

Sigh. Things aren't meant to be this way. Why is it that everyone's so happy, but I'm still not contented? I feel happy like this.. but. its just that its not right. Everyone deserves a second chance. If only she learnt from her mistakes..

Why the conflict?

"Lord, i pray you bless my friends. help them to realise their mistakes. Not just one, but all. Things shouldn't be like this. We can't be happy when someone has been hurt. Why can't we all change for each other accept one another and just be happy together?"

对不起，宝贝。even though you left us out and did some stuff that hurt us too, it shouldn't be like this. 我不知道事情怎么会变成这样。对不起对不起。。。

Saturday, August 23, 2008 { 2:47 AM }

YO! Haha. OKay. Haven;t blogged for so long. my bloggy is so dying.
Anyways, i actually attempted to blog many times, but it failed. ):
Cause of the stupid computer. The internet connection is terrible. ):
Even the wall of shame was a failure xD
oh wells. x) Recently, i've been back into the slacking mood. So now. must go back to work mode.
Brandy boy was right. He said i always worry for nothing.
Haha. I really add unecessary stress on myself.
I really need to learn to. RELAX.
hahaha.
sianded. Alright, i'd better start on my work.
I made a September Holiday resolution. To excercise everyday during sept hols. x) Go gym or something. Haha. Then after that once a week go jogging. And must study everyday too. ((: TRY!

~~不能为爱情而傻傻地放弃自己的目标。考试完再说吧。~~
让我自然地从他的诚意与真心中被感动到，而让我心对他认输。

Friday, August 22, 2008 { 8:38 PM }

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Why would they? But that'd be kinda cool. ^^ To Taiwan, i guess. (:Or america.

#2 What's your favourite thing to do?
Thats hard. I think. slack & snack. ^^

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?
No! Are you insane??

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
Eternal problem-free life of luxury~ ^^

#5 Things you can't live without:
-Technology, esp my phone
-God
-Friends
-Family
-Loved ones

#6 What are you afraid to lose?
The ones i love. ):

#7 If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Wow. If only :DD Hm. Donate half to charity, half of the remaining to my family. Half of the remaining remaining to save and the rest to shop, and spend. xD

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future?
Be an artiste? Probably. Something i love to do. (:

#9 List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey
Thats hard. HAHA. Nice. Witty. Fun to be around (Hehan)
Lovable. Nice. Trustworthy. (Lixuan)

#10 What makes you happy?
haha. I get happy even by the smallest sweet gestures of care, affection, love and concern. (:

#11 What type of person do you hate most?
Backstabbing, twofaced, immature in thought, annoying people. Its worse if they are obnoxious, unhygeinic and disgusting.

#12 If you could have a superpower what would it be?
The ability to understand. (:

#13 Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness. But technically, both would be great. x)

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
wow. My family, i guess. (: The ones i love, and all my friends.

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
It depends on how worth it the guy is. ((: Maybe.

#16 Who was the last person that hugged you?
Guy? On purpose probably hh. Dare? He who must not be named.
Girl? On purpose? I hug alot of girls. :D i think it was.. Leena. (: Dare? Why would anyone dare me to hug a girl. =/

#17 What is the one thing you want badly now?
To do very well academically and money $$ ((:

#18 Who are you close to?
Alot of people. (:

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
I'm not despo. But i would. Only if the guy is worth it.

#20 If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
Hm. Wow. I don't know. Theres alot of things i regret doing.. (:

7 things that scare you
Are you kidding? Seven is too little.
Mostly..
-Injections
-Falling down
-Insects
-getting hurt
-Bullies or gangsters

7 things that you like most
I like lotsa stuff
-Stuff toys
-Money
-Shopping.
-alot of other stuff
7 important things in my room
-Bed
-Computer
-Handphone
-Clothes
-Guitar
-Pillows
-Stuff toys
7 random facts about me
-I'm very talkative.
-I don't like awkward silences
-I'm very gu niang. very. really.
-I suffer from underground-level-self-esteem-disorder
-I'm daddy's little girl.
-I love Jake. Only.
-I'm very ugly.
7 things I plan to do before I die:-
-Have a religion
-earn $1000000
-Get married
-Go to taiwan and see my idols
-Confess
-Grow taller
-Be famous! :D
7 things I can do
-Play the guzheng
-Play the guitar
-Play the piano
-i can't do much.
7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex
-Boy-nest-door looks
-Nice
-Gentlemenly
-Sweet
-Sporty
-Caring
-English!

7 things that I often say
-Whateverr
-Fine la!
-haha
-whhaaaaaaatt only
- HI!
-crazy!
-boo!
-Hey.
7 people to do this questionnaire
-Jaime
-Marilyn
-Zhang min
-Celeste
-Sebrina
-Destin
-Laura

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 { 5:22 AM }

Thanks, Li Xuan. I agree. Don't anyhow touch my stuff. lol.

Anyways I posted alot actually.. but then. It didn't get through. x)

Thursday, August 14, 2008 { 6:43 AM }

I think i wanna change blogskin soon. when i'm free-er ba.
haha. just got nagged at by my mom. She says i'm slacking too much.
Its like. I should be spending half my life 24/7 surrounded by books.
My head should be buried in a textbook or an educational book for the rest of my life.
How exciting. =.=
Anyways. Selamat hari raya! To all my darling malay friends. (:
And happy children's day to che wei and li xuan. xDD
Teehee. okay la and me too.
Rofl.
Woke up early this morning. just to go for tuition.
Who knew. just before i left tuition i recieved an sms from my tuition teacher
she said tuition was cancelled cause her mother just passed away.
Thats like. Super sad la! :( So poor thing.
And she was alright when we saw her on saturday!
Gosh. So sudden.
Who knows what'll happen man. I might die tonight. :O Haha.
okay. last night was like really freaky. I don't know la. Its like a dream but i'm subconscious.
And i get the same dream. Its the.. 4th time i think.
Its like. I try to go to sleep. Then.
When i feel like i'm 3/4 to dream land, something pins me down.
Like holds me down. So i can't get up. At this time i'm already subconscious. I know my surroundings and can see it. but i cannot get up la. And the worse part is that i'm aware of my surroundings so i'm not dreaming anymore. But i was still pinned down.
After a while i try to snap out of it then i'll force my way to get up.
I get so scared when it happens..
The first time it happened like. can hear voices like that. Maybe thats just cause i was too scared.
So last night after the second time it happened i prayed. Then went to sleep.
I don't know why I still have that nightmare. its very scary. =/

{ 6:43 AM }

Haven't been blogging for a while now. (: Kinda. xD

My sister was annoying the shooties outta me today.

I was like trying to practice and she was next to me screaming the wrong lyrics for half an hour.

Anyways.

I had a difficult decision but in the end decided to follow sai's advice. It seemed the best. (:

Soooo i went to be a guai loyal Cambodia team member. xDD Although i left early to study.

But study session was HARDLY a study session in the end anyways. T_T

Haha. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIYANA! LOVE YOU LOADS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPYYY BIIRRTTTHHDAAAYY TOOOO DDIIIYAAAANNNAA~~

~~You're not my boyfriend nor my father, i don't find a need to report to you my every move.~~

~~Thanks. (: Hope you get well soon. (:~~

Thursday, August 7, 2008 { 10:34 PM }

Today we had Talent Quest and National day celebration.
Turned out to be surpisingly quite fun. xD
haha. Everyone was like Super high la! ((:
While singing, everyone got up and swayed their arms in the air and soon they created a whole chu chu train of like half the school going all round the hall to the stage!!
Then the teachers got us to settle down, and the seniors, still in the hyper mood shouted 1 2 3 and they all did the PRCS wavee~~ So cool la! It was like SO AWESOME. haha. then we did it round the whole hall. cool-ness. Rofl
The winner of talent quest was this girl with an AMAZING voice. (: She sang a malay song.
But she definitely got into the mood. (:
Runner up was A something something. Hahaha. Naufal's band. (: It was quite nice.
and second runner up was huzaifa's group. The dancer (my councillor junior) was like. Really good. (: It was really nice la, his dance. xD I bet Mr Shafie was really proud of his son. ^^ Well done! (:
Oh yeah! I went to the old folk's home to bring some old folks to our school for the talent quest and performance. (: They were quite cute. xD some very enthu and hyper. hahaha. Me and huiyi had a hard time at first, trying to start talking to them. But slowly, it got better and we could hold conversations. (: i think it was a cool experience. Haha. I Hope Mr Azhar smiles more, he looks really good when he smiles! ((: I miss mr razak too, though~ lol. (:

Anyhoos. Yesterday, we all went to poor emo cedric di's house, with Destin, Che Wei, Eugene, Li Xuan, Me, Marilyn, Celeste, Charmaine, Jaime, Cecilia , Joey and cyril? ciril? cereal? HEEHEE. However you spell his name. Anyway its cedric (who has a very nice voice too)'s Brother who's really good at singing praise and worship. (: sorry if i missed anyone out! Quite alright la. (: wasn't boring. (: Then We played taidi after cell. xD The rain was soo heavy so we were all waiting for it to get lighter. (: I cleared my dares, so did eugene! (: Oh yeah. Sadly, so did Che Wei. =/ haha. End up only Des got one dare. HAHA. loser. He was still boasting about how good he was!! Hahaha. Overall, it was really fun. (:

Glad me and hehan are friends now (see, hehan? I'm so nice. HAHA.) but brandy boy is angry with me. But oh wells. =/

-thheee eenndd. (:-